I shampooed the lengths of my hair yesterday with palmers olive oil shampoo which is a pretty gentle shampoo i think, sulphate free, It made me nervous doing that as I never do that usually. I was just paranoid about the amino acids being on here. I know I was probably overreacting but I wasn't even sure at that time if she had used a hair mask or a leave in, she since told me it was only a leave in she says pea sized amount but that could a be a lie. I might be overreacting but I'm used to being in control of my hair, for many years I have been then suddenly someone puts something I would never put on my hair on my own and it has ingredients I associate with straightening which is the opposite to m goal of achieving tighter curls. I don't want to loosen them. that product seems very much like a loosening product. We were going back and forth by email yesterday and she was shouting at me, telling me it will just wash out and she has been doing this for 25 years it will do nothing, ok maybe I am overreacting... maybe but the fact is that product didn't do any good for my hair goals I know that much and it gave me so much anxiety so I have right to be upset. I wish I had spoke up but I haven't thought about keratin in so long I forgot the affect it has on the hair and it just hit me much later. I am now more concerned if I damaged my own hair my shampooing the ends although I guess that's unlikely, since I did that yesterday I might wait on using the clarifying shampoo because I don't want to be harsh on my hair.
Hopefully I'll get a day where I'm happy with the way my curls look and I can breathe a sigh of relief, but it's just the anxiety of not having that day yet and the worry that the leave in did something permanent. I know it sounds stupid but thinks like keratin amino acids seem scary to me as I don't think the affects they have on hair are well tested, especially the affects they have on curl patterns. That product is primarily for straight hair people who want silkier hair I know it, that's why it's so damn annoying. If she used like curl defining cream or something I wouldn't have this anxiety. It's not even marketing towards curly hair at all I looked it up. On one amazon listing it even is described as getting rid of "unwanted curls" I showed her this and she started shouting at me via email saying I've used it for so many years and it will wash out it won't do anything. It will wash out but who knows what those aminoacids really do to their hair if they can be washed out or not... it's just all very ambiguous, I know I'm probably worrying too much but my curls just felt better before I went in there. It was Wednesday that I went there so I'll try and calm and give it some time. Not much I can do, my hair is not that bad but I just want it to look it's best as it has done in the past. I may get another few inches off to see if that helps bounce up my curls again. But yeah, having curly hair can be really annoying sometimes especially when people do things like this.
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